I'm currently living a life I despise so I could live a life I desire.
How long do I have to go through this, I wonder.
Just trying to find some kind of inspiration to get through each day.
I just feel so trapped, I don't know how to get out.
More often than not, I find myself dreaming as a form of escape,
imagining myself in a fantasy world where I'm feeling that feeling that seems so unfamiliar to me now..
the feeling of genuine happiness.
Even then, it's difficult.
I mean, when was the last time I've felt that?
I don't even remember.
I haven't been happy for so long...
the feeling has become so distant.
I have simply forgotten how to be happy.
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